Thursday, October 13, 2011

From last night

I kept on waking up from dreams, not sure if at this point I remember all of them but

The first one I woke up from. I went to bed around 10:30 and woke up at midnight. I was squatting in this house, there was gang violence going on. Someone shot me but I lived and I was still hiding in the house. I remember people looking in through the windows, shots happening. I woke up after this, crept down into the kitchen and ate bread and butter until I felt better.

The next one I was with my mom, we drove to Portland for Shine a Light, the reason why were were able to was because we were stuck playing this giant video game together, and we got someone to fill our spot. We got there early, and I remembered thinking that I looked kind of crazy from the trip. The art museum was so beautiful and fun and no one had shown up yet, I remember thinking that I would soon see Justin there, but never did.

The last one:

I was at a Whole Foods, and I was buying all kinds of beautiful vegetables. I couldn't afford all of them and checked out through this woman who was flirting with me. Since I didn't have enough money for everything I had to take some items back. As I was leaving she gave me her number on a 3X5 card and had drawn little animals on it. When I got to my car a window had been wiped out, everything in the backseat was gone, and the trunk was wide open, with my pottery wheel gone.


I still feel tired. Too much battling in waking and sleeping life.